"Trust no one, except yourself, express yourself"

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loves


loves is a temporary madness. it erupts like an eartquake and then subsides. and when it subsides you have to make a decision. you have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that is inconceivable that you should ever part. because this is what love is. love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not promulgation of promises of eternal passion. that is just being 'in love' which any of us can convince ourselves we are. love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. we had roots that grew towards each other background, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

TODAY IS MONDAY

like always. monday is a freaks day. all students are still in mood for sleep & etc. no different with me. haha. but im trying to get my eyes open as a big as can. yeah. let me start with my story today. what happend actually?

STOKE CITY VS ARSENAL (FA CUP); wow! semua kawan tyk, apa result apa result. dengan hati gembira nya aku menjawab, arsenal telah dikalah kan oleh stoke city. 3-1! melompat-lompat aku tgk arsenal kalah mlm tek. ada juak geng ngn manu & liverpool. sudah kick out dari fa cup. chelsea? wathefuck. -.-"

ADD MATHS; macibeng. dengan bangga nya nama aku d sebut d khalayak ramai waktu perhimpunan. kerana tidak hadir ceramah add math semalam. cibey. tetak ku. mok tauk, hati sepek! aha. ckgu faiz yaaa. sapa brani? ng brani la aku. haha. ya bengis dga nya ceramah. tp bes. experience kata org. apa alasan aku? "saya malassss cikgu. tak bagitahu ayah." btw, NURAIN SYAMIMIE, bes eh! hahaha! ;p dah tyme add math tek, bes laluuuu. apahal ckgu faiz sik marah? malah sakit perut tetak entam nya tek. haha. knk rotan sbb sik dpt jwn apa mksud "quadratic". *tyme BM pun kn rotan. sik siap keja. gila.

FRIENDS; omg! sedehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. byk juak pindah? erghhhh. aku pun pindah. pindah tempat dudok jak. bengong mena ckgu ya. apa salah aku? salu tido lam kelas? boleh laaa. salu kua kelas skati? emm.. skali skala. mun boring blaja. ngco RAHIMAH LAMAT?! hahahaha! ckgu pindah aku dudok dekat2 dgn nya. agik la suk d kaco. ngok juak. haha. em.. back to the subtopic. kwn2 rapat semua hilang. ya molah hati aku :'( ilak.

madey; SMK TEKNIK
joe; SMK BINTULU
azella; SMK AGAMA SIBU
mijie; PINDAH KELAS ;p

gonna miss u all. boh lupak2 contact. kelas jadi semakin sunyik. sbb.. aku asa adanya cdak, kelas jadi gila. haha. nek tok, sik da tetak kdk dolok. sik da mkn sama kdk dolok. sik da ke jamban sama kedak dolok. yg ada, tinggal kenangan jak. :| *mok ngis asa. haha. & 6 student pindah masok ke kelas 4R. total up semua 31 students. wow. banyak. mati aku. haha.


BURIT; tek kat solah aku gastrik. adohhhhhhh! ng elek lam jamban jak ku tek. sakit! ergh! haha. sakit burit, sakit tangan. aku mok chaw dahulu. mok tido. ini sajalah kisah bosan hari ini. terima kasih daun pisang.

CONVERSE

setelah berkurun lama ingin memiliki kasut idaman ku ini, dengan titik peluh aku sendiri, aku mengumpul duit belanja sekolah sedikit demi sedikit. dan akhirnya aku berjaya membeli kasut ini tanpa meminta 1sen pun dari ibu/bapa aku. perasaan mok dapatkan sesuatu yg aku idamakan terlalu tinggi dalam hati jobo ku tok. ya mak ku salu mdh, "coba blaja cmtok, muak juak tek!". aok ajak laa aku~ haha!


the next is;

holga lomography, soon :)

JUNKFOOD AGAIN!

rokiah junkfood? apa cerita?
this is a new 2010 project from sinisanaclothing to prove that we can make something different with our own brand. just that. so, u'll can checkout our website for more information.
www.myspace.com/sinisana

COMICS?

STARTED FROM HERE!

tok adalah antara collection komik dari kartunis fav aku;
ZINT.
komik karya zint memang power.
aku sik penah jemu mok beli komik hasil karya nya.
setiap kali temu komik ny, grenti aku beli laa. haha!

& this one oso antara komik "lawak" kegilaan aku.
-keith & c2v-
*lawak kampus log in aku sik beli sbb dah baca kwn pun. haha

komik-komik dari kartunis lain pun ada.
sik ku lupak ngn local kartunis lain. ;p


-FULL COLLECTIONS-


le.gardenie; ben
sial babun bes babun! haha.
sampaikan aku berhabis duit dalam 1 masa sbb mok bca le.gardenie tok.
aku beli serentak dlm cgek masa. mujur la ada semua.
apa pa pun, layan gila. ;D

under 18; zint
kisah biak2 sekolah.
ada juak diselitkan byk pengajaran.
character fav aku, AX! power gila la nya.

k.o king; zint.
api adalah antara watak kegemaran aku.
berkisah tentang satu kumpulan yg di ketuai oleh api, salu jak gadoh.
berebut tempat. & ada la juak unsur persahabatan d selit dalam cerita tok. smpekan dah besa cdak masih bersama.

2dudes; zint
tauk street monkey? or yamakasi?
kisah tentang permainan biak zaman remaja yg gila2 kan permainan ya.
smpekan begadoh2. ada jauk kisah percintaan. cewah. haha!
fav character; slay!



MOST HATED & LOVED;

i really not intrested while reading this comic.
complicated giler!
aku sik brapa phm jalan crita komik tok.
lakaran karakter pun kurang menarik, smpekan sik terabis ku bca.

haa! this one!
I REALLYYYYY LOVES this!
cyk sik? lebeih 10 kali dah ku bca!
sik pernah fed-up!
alamakk. sapa dah pernah baca ya, eboh korang nak mdh komik tok sik bes.
>.<
ROMANTIK!
kwn tolon kwn ahernya, duak2 pasangan bahagia.
hahaha!

conclusion;
membaca adalah hobi aku
.
biar berabis wang, asal puas membaca.

scratch - -- - - - -- --- -

lifes been sucked out of me. this routines killing me. i did it to myself. i cannot say this would not be. somebody put me out of my misery. expression, stimulation, i lose and serve myself. i did it to myself again. somebody put me in my place. never enough, NEVER ENOUGH! do i deserve what i got? now everthings okay. theres nothing wrong with me. this seems unnatural. to me id say in every way. somebody kick me in the face. now somethings wrong with me. im bleeding profusely. and this seems natural. to me i fucked up every day. somebody put me in my place. what i got? i feel as if im running. back to where i started. thats whats wrong with me. and i say nothing, is everything okay? theres something wrong with me. pushing and pulling through means each and all the heart is yours. im feel as if im running. RUN! life will knock me down!

apa?

apa mok padah? aku pun sik tauk. err. gila! lamak dah sik update blog. haha. mok kata busy? sik juak. hati punya pasal la tok. hehe. kehidupan berjalan seperti biasa. mcm ya ktk org, mcm ya la aku. pepagi, mrinsak nak pegi solah. dah d gerak, mejal gk tido. biasa laa, bantal busuk ku! teman shidup semati. nyaman ilak bau smpe sik mok bgun. haha. dah dtg solah, bukan ny mok blja. main, main. honeymoon, bak kata cekgu2. :)
*emm.. aku blur laa. masa berlalu cepat. kalah kilat. cepat ilak. pa ka? haha. hari2 aku, semua bnda yg sama berlaku. cuma ada suatu hari, aku gila EMO! ntah2 cdak emo gk sik kdk aku kali. *sorry. ;D haha. sik pa laa. bnda dah jadi. apa mok buat. prinsip aku, sabar. hehe. oh ya! sik lmk gk deck powell mini logo akan menjadi milik aku! yeah. duit dah cukup k beli. hehe. dpt grind smpe patah deck. :) ya jak untuk tatapan ritok. lak post gk. :D